Posted by Anonymous on 2015/05/27 under Uncategorized Im a single mother of two and its not easy i do so much and have so little im the one that when people talk about abortion i tell them not to do it because it’s a life but when my doctor told me that i was having another baby all i could think was on my own again with not one not two but three kids my baby just turned 1 but im keeping my baby i been doing it on my own way not with one more but i couldn’t because see i have a health problem and it would have kill me if I had my baby what would i do then my kids with out a mom i had to do the one thing i am so against i had to get an abortion i killed a life to save my own and it kills me to look at my kids and know that they had a sister or a brother that i was gonna be someone’s mom again how can I look at my family and friends and be me im so unhappy i keep crying i here the song in my head over and over again that played before they went to get me in the hospital room go to sleep my sweet baby for every time a baby was born it played and i was there to end the life of mine i keep asking god to forgive me for what i have done but how can he forgive me if I can’t and will not forgive myself i hope and pray that my little Angel can forgive me mommy is so sorry for what she put YOU through im sorry forgive me i loved you from day 1 and now your in heaven your with grandpa and he loves you and i sent you to stay with him so that he wouldn’t be alone up there and so that you wouldn’t be in this ugly world we live in im sorry i never got to hold you or kiss you hug you but we will be together one day i love you baby